I'm weakest when I first wake and right before I sleep.
I'm happiest in my dreams and drift away during reality.


I'm trying my hardest to depend on God, allow Him to love me.
To fill the empty spaces in my heart.

"He heals the brokenhearted
And binds up their wounds."

I'm not a quitter, I'm not going to give up.
I've told you this already, but I don't want to fight in vain.
Please, please, please hear me when I say
"lets work this through"
A break might be what it takes,
But I promise, I will always love you.
I'm hurting,
You've broken my heart.
I pray it won't stay this way,
I want a new start.
We've come this far, but for what?
To see what things could be...
then have them ripped away from us?

Will you fight with me? Or are you just going to give up?
Is my heart the only one breaking?
Please let me know,
Let me know your heart.

I want to be pursued, I want to know you care.
I want to be numb to the feeling of heart ache, I don't want to cry anymore.
I can't say goodbye just yet,
There is not a good explanation for why we are apart.

Maybe a break is what it will take,
We aren't done.
We've got so much potential.
You're my best friend.

I don't give up that easily.

my heart is breaking

moulin rouge... a whore-house it may be, however a breath taking movie...

I think its my new favorite.

it all looks so glorious...surrounded by the ones you think you love...
deep down you're still lonely, searching and hurt

let it all out
rip it out, remove it
don't be alarmed, when the wound begins to bleed
'cause we're so scared to find out,
(what life's all about)
so scared we're gonna lose it
not knowing all along, that's exactly what we need

and today I'll trust you with the confidence
of (one) who's never known defeat,
but tomorrow upon hearing what I did,
I will stare at you in disbelief
Oh, inconsistent me, crying out for consistency

You said "I know that this will hurt, but if I don't break your heart, things will just get worse, if the burden seems to much to bear, remember, 'The end will justify the pain it took to get us there'"

and I'll let it be known,
times I have shown
signs of all my weakness
but somewhere in me, there is stregnth
you promise me,
(that you believe)
in time I will defeat this,
somewhere in me there is stregnth

you said
"I know that this will hurt, but if I don't break your heart, things will just get worse, if the burden seems to much to bear, remember, 'The end will justify the pain it took to get us there'".

lately everything has been "bleh"
I can't get happy