zombie.

I've come to the conclusion that most of my blogs are done half awake... in a zombie like stage... I don't even know if I am fully aware of what I'm saying, thinking or feeling. However, I'm sure that within this state of mind my true feelings emerge, and I don't sit back and think about out to word things, or if it is really necessary to even post.

That being said. I think I am somewhat conscious of what I'm saying tonight. :)

I have this booger of an ant bit on my middle toe... it really hurts, I'm trying not to scratch it, I give in almost every time.

Tonight, I'm watching one of these new summer television shows. I promise I don't normally watch TV and if I do its normally something completely mind melting like the Simpsons, or educational like Nat Geo or Discovery. However this show is called "Baby Borrowers"... say what? Its these teenage couples... who just know they are right for each other and plan on having kids... These kids are put into a house, and given babies... then todlers... then pre-teens... then kids their own age... WHAT?

I find it hilarious... these girls are pathetic... they want babies, but cringe to change their diapers, don't feed the baby- (because the baby is crying), they refer to the child as "it"... I can't believe it. These kids are in for a wake up call, that's for sure.

So I'm a terrible person... I feigned an illness tonight, to get out of work... I have had a headache for a few days now, and called in this afternoon telling them I have had migraines all week... 

I'm a terrible, terrible person. Please forgive me.

I'm really wanting to go to a show... I haven't been to one in a while, I'd like to go with some friends and just chill... buy some buttons and maybe a tshirt? that'd be nice... All the good bands are on hiatus or not in the country... What's with this? I'm so sad.