i may regret and delete this later... (no, I'm not drunk)

having a journal leads me to ask, if I should post all my heartache and heartfelt emotions for all the world to see.
I'm writing this in haste... not cooling off at all... I'm hurt, confused, mad, upset, and no, I wasn't just broken up with.
Sometimes, I do feel unwanted. I know for sure I am wanted, its other factors of the human brain-- those psychological factors, that we can't explain.
Its no one's fault.

I feel like a burden sometimes... I'm just being 'appeased' because that's what your supposed to do, listen to your significant other-- no matter what you're feeling. I wasn't forcing conversation. I gave the opportunity to leave... Why do I still feel hurt?



I started up my iTunes and this song was the first to play... I've never heard it before...

Carry me, Your love is wider than my need could ever be
Come to me, and I will walk along Your shore
Feel Your crashing waves sing in time with the music of my heart
Come down, pour out on me
Come down, pour out on me
River deep, could I know You as well as You know me
Constantine, will we travel faster, farther than these
Legs could ever trustworthy be