to worship you.

life's been crazy. Busy. i'm not in school this semester, so I've been able to work- save money to buy a new car and camera. my heart's been in limbo with what i am to do starting next semester. i thought that what i wanted to do was occupational therapy with children. lately i've been feeling worship is my call... i've been told that i will be a worship leader. now, i'm just confused. still young, trying to not lose heart. should I go back to Liberty? is it a bad thing to say if I could do it all over again i would? i constantly miss lynchburg and the campus. crazy right? my experience was not a bad one with the school, it was the friends i associated myself with. i became a stale christian. i didn't grow. i went to liberty expecting a life changing experience, i know that most have recieved that, however i didn't get it. it was all my fault too... i was let free. had to accountability. spent time with "friends" that just brought me down. brought me down so much. i want to go back... now to be a worship leader. i think it will be wonderful experience... i want to completely submerge myself in the music there. i want to write, lead, sing and praise Jesus. i've grown a lot. a whole lot.